it's been a while since i last blog. came to update. :D been a busy week with many tests and all. results sure suck. hate it. don wish to get back my results for maths. =(( hope it's alrite. been boring today. spent my day at the shop. watchin why why love. haishs. boring. entertain customers. carry on watching. my aunt came i left the customers to her. went to carry watching. left ard 9plus. went to grandma's hse took hse key. went home. played audi. talked to my DINAHbabe. =D jiayous!~ :D uu'll be used to it soon. tc of urself too. uu've been sick. love ya! :D no10's emails are nonsensical but it'll nvr fail to make me smile when i'm down. thanks alot for those emails. :D bt i guess he'll nvr noe i said thanks. hahs. it's ok. now i noe of another way to cheer myself up went i'm down. miss my daddy. i think my family is becoming an independent family. most of the time we are on our own now. gt nth to say. really don wish for things to turn out this way. i want the past. bt i cant turn back time. if only i could, i would. :DD

be back to blog again. :D

my class! 1b25! :DD simply love them.
9 girls! :DD 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9! YIPPIE~ :D

it's abit late. bt finally had the time to upload them. :DD

today was a long day at school. managed to go thru it. wanted badly not to go to school. felt super tired and sick. couldnt pull myself out of bed either. in the en went. reached dover mrt at 915am. jiahui and junyong waited for me. saw huifen at the station too. den we left. took the long way. wondered who wanted too. -.- super long la. reached class. shocked she wasnt teaching. looked around. realised more than half the class werent in class. =x we sat down. she carried on waitin till 930? i dono. den she started. half way more ppl came. she completed one chpt so quickly. it wa also the first time i actually listened to her. omg~ lesson ended. went to fc2. bought food and drink. went for lesson above it. did tutorial. ended. went to bio lab. counted our yeast cells. left. some confusions there. don wanna talk. over alr. let it pass. didnt have much time left. went to co-op to buy burger. filled our tummy. went for mathcad. did tutorial. was kinda restless durin it. ended. went for lecture. lesson ended. good news= next tues NO SCHOOL. :DD met ferza at dover mrt. SLOW SIA SOMEONE. waited for syukri. he came quite fast. den went to jurong met nana. took the train. went causeway long john silver to eat. was dead hungry by then. ate. left. went to buy things for my mom. she needs it for praying. couldnt rush in time to fetch my cousie. so my bro did. she came to our hse fer awhile. super cute bt naughty. sis came home. had dinner together. were jokin and talkin at the dinner table. enjoyed it. gucci was naughty today. kept barkin for dono wad reason. mom left went to the shop with small monster. we watched tvee. played audition. cleaned up the kitchen. sat in front of lappy. did bio report. abit. excel. abit. den came to blog. and CHATTING online. =)) tat's all.

i hate today. not because of the ioc test or sch. it's because of my mom.!! unreasonable shyt. hate it. firstly is abt buyin her chicken rice chilli. cant my bro go and buy? he was home la. wtf. i came from sch. sch la! had ioc test den went to do excel project. left late. needed to cmplete as much as possible. she's not me. like she knows. or even CARES. fcuk. hate it. went to the shop. have to see her black face. walked out. slammed the door. went home. hse in a mess. didnt really care. ate my dinner. showered. had extreme stomachpain. no one cared. neither did i. thought of her. her empty stomach. having late dinner. decided to send food to her. she wasnt happy. her thanks werent sincere. left the place. ignored that thought. came home. watched tv. came online. she came back started shoutin again. ignored. blamed me for everything. expect me to do everything. wad abt the rest? sit around? shake their legs? fcuk off. life aint tat easy. helped move the sofa. tmr there's some renovations.hse fallin apart. hope it does. maybe even crashing me. i hate this place. it seems meaningless without him. no one to turn too. talk too. to wait for. get extra money from. misses him loads. came out of the damn room. sittin in the hall. want to audi soon. =) seeya. :D

today was a tiring day. had to wear formal to sch as there was presentation. our class looked nice. everyone wore so formal and everyone looked extremely pretty and handsome. :D looked huifen's outfit. she looked super cute. :D was late fer sch as usual. :D waited for my babe at jurong east. while waitin, saw kiajin. he acc me till his fren came den he left. the train that his fren was on was the same train tat my fren was on. lol. so qiao. the next train came. dinahbabe was on it. den we took the pasir ris train. walked to sch. reached class. everyone stared at us. looked weird. were we too formal? hmmm... bt that was how my class was dressed in. :D sat next to maureen. she gave back our test pprs. i fail. u wouldnt believe the marks i scored. :x i freakin don understand the topic la. wth. -.-" nvm. i will work harder fer the re-quiz. i need to pass it la. if not i'll be so dead. :( den lesson ended. went to fc2 to buy food. and we brought our food to class to eat. cos with our attire, no one wanted to stay in the fc. :) most of us bought mac. at fc2[mac] i saw my fren again. lol. today we so you yuan. keep bumpin into each other. lol. den went to class. ate my burger. teacher came. presentation started. i suck. i stumbled on my words. and was kinda soft. i didnt noe wad to say. -.-" nvm. hope to do well. after presentation, we walked to the mrt. on our way, step suggested we go out. den i said town. and a few of us went to town. steph, hufen, elfira, dinah and me. we went to heren. walked awhile den sat down fer a drink and we chatted fer sometime. den we left. outside taka, huifen met her bf. den we went to lucky plaza. at the station, elfira went home. left the 3 of us. they accompanied me to lucky plaza bossini. went there realised many ppl left alr. sad. joanne is transferred to suntec now. zie is leaving. aziza and peiyi werent workin. so didnt really see them. only saw jerry. the only person i noe. :D cos he was from taka. hahs. missin them. den left fer home. while dinahbabe waited fer her frens. reached khatib, went to the shop. stayed there awhile. my aunt needed to go fetch her daughter. den i stayed with sandy. she came back. i went home cos my mei was alone. bro went out.

shocked when i reached home. no one did a damn thing. they were like waitin fer me to do everything la. wth. i'm not ur slave. i only cleared my dog's pee and poo. they wont even clear it. it was so full tat he pee-d on the floor. -.-" idiot la. i had to clean tat up too. den came online. played audition fer awhile on mei's lappy. den now here bloggin. lol. wad a long day eh? lol. tat's all. seeya. :D

tmr gt PRESENTATION! omg. i'm dead tired. find my ppt weird. too wordy? hmmm. i dono. felt super happy. today helped yiyi. hope everything will go smoothly. i love them loads! must not fang qi each other okay? :D had cppb, we weren't listenin. talkin to dinah. bt we understood how to do the qns. den had microbio. den we went to fc2. cut cake fer stephaine and elfira. happy birthday babes!~ :D den went for maths. 4 hrs of BORING MATHS. fer the last 2hrs. i couldnt take it. started jokin ard with dinah and linkeong. linkeong was damn funny. he wanted to sit in front saying he wanna listen to her teach le. bt half way thru, he couldnt take it. her talkin is like sleepin potion. lol. den he moved to the back. hahas. funny guy. :D den we were jokin away. den lesson ended! YIPPIE! was outside the class waitin for the rest. den weird charles called me. " where are uu at?" i was like outside the class. -.-" lol. den he came out. funny. de we left went to library. den to mrt station den to the shop den HOME! when i reached home, i played with shelty boy- my doggy! :D he was super happy. bt naughty. i scolded him. haha. den he became good.wow. i can create wonders. hees. no la. till now. re-edit-ed it. shld be done. hahas. i'm dead tired. :P

today was a tiring day although nth much happened. lol. went to sch fer lesson. gt back my bio results. it was okay. gt wad i aim-ed to get. cos i knew of the many stupid mistakes i made. =x bt still ok la. den went for excel. for the second time of the whole sem, i listen-ed to him talk. lol. and i know how to use it le. YIPPIE~ after excel went to fc2 fer lunch. while walkin there, the damn guy had to say " SHHH!~ i don wanna hear. i nvr hear anything. don tell me" wad the hell. uu asked a qn i ans uu. den uu give me this kind of reply. uu can go fly kites man. uu don care abt ur marks why shld i? i don give 2 f*** care abt uu. idiot! hate his attitude. ur maths pbl marhs. ur marks. not mine. wadever la. lucky he wasnt there with us fer lunch. i wouldnt be able to eat at the sight of his damn face. after lunch, went to mob to look for the guys. we did our research for excel. den sat ard fer awhile talkin. den left. acc the guys fer awhile. they went to fc3 to eat their lunch. den when they finished eatin, they went to mob to play pool. while dinahbabe and i went home. i meet my bestie at dover. so happy. she took the bus to dover to wait for me. den we went home together with my babe and bestie. i'm sorry babe if i every made uu feel left out jus now. "D had a great time chattin with bestie. the short time spent really do help. i really love the times we have together. at least we can update each other on things. yippie! "D i love my ash bestie and yiyi bestie. yiyi came to sp to look fer me on mon. so touched. thanks besties for being there for me. and not forgettin my babe! "D love them all loads. "D

posting~ "D today was a super short time at sch. only an hr of lesson. and i was late fer it too. lol. waited for my dinahBABE at jurong east. so i could sit and wait for her. while waitin i saw some of my frens. attendin the same lecture as me too. i guess they were late too. "x she came, we boarded the pasir ris train. alighted at dover. she didnt want to go for lesson. i forced her too. yippie~ "D happy she came. i gt company. yippie~ we were like 20mins late. while walkin to the class. there was a sicko behind us. =x don like him. his looks are scary. opps! i dono him well. but yeah. i find it pervertic. heex. "D nvm. not impt. den ut ended. it ended super fast. hahs. time flew during her lesson today. i was happy. i was shocked tat it ended fast. "D den i and my babe went to the library to do our rwp presentation. so happy. cos most of it was done. yippie! i came home and edited it some more. den the other 2 babes added in their part. we edit more. it's super nice. i love it. hehe. i sound nuts. "D but i' happy!~ "DD wadever happened in the library sucks. i don wish to talk abt it. wth. i shall not let it spoil my day man. i'm out! cyas. "DD

came to bloggy. i'm free now and BORED. "D today i was super happy. yiyi camt to SP to find me. YIPPIE!~ so cool and kind of her. then waited fer nuts to return him his psp. i made him walk from t12 to mob den back again. lol. sorry nuts. "D den while waitin fer nuts, we went to club hse to look fer a fren. i think he likes my fren. hehe. and we waited for xl to come. when he came we left. we waited for nuts. lol. he came we walked to the station. hahas. den at the station, while waitin for the train, we saw taufiq. haha. he ended sch and was goin home. so we 4 took the train together. we were squashed like tunas. hahs. den we alighted at sembawang. den went to the pasar malam. i bought this malay crackers. made of fish. long and fried. it goes best with chilli sauce! YIPPIE!!!~den i bought shark's fin soup and takoballs. sotong!~ YUMM YUMM. den i cabby home. ate my food. showered den slp! "DD slept till 9plus. den woke up. cos my fren call-ed me. he called me a pig! OIK OIK. "D tat's all fer now. see uu soon. "DD

finally have the time to update my bloggy!~ "D tthe tests are finally over! YIPPIE!~ "D i think i'm goin to flunk my damn ioc ppr. i was staring blindly at it! lookin ard the class. anyhow fillin in ans. as if i noe the ans. lol. just put some pen mark there. "D i've lost 10marks le. i left 3qns blank. which means 10marks GONE. =( sad. i swear i don understand this 2 topics. i had less den 7hrs of slp for the past 2 nites. and was super sleepy today durin IDEAS. didnt really listen. or even better said. I WASNT LISTENIN. "D i was talkin to dinah. lol. crappin away as usual. tat is wad we do most of the time. 1b25 is best for it. we have this special bond in our class i think. we are always together. we share loads of fun and laughter together. they nvr fail to make one smile. when uu're down, they cheer uu up. uu'll be laughin most of the time. and we are the most noisy class. "D

i miss my babes and besties! especially fishy!~ "d fishy. i wonder how have uu been. it's been a really long time since i last saw uu. uu must be busy with sch. hope i would find the time to ask uu out soon. hopin uu would be free then. "))