Sometimes Loves Comes Around,
& Knocks You Down.
Saturday, April 26, 2008

today is one of the worse day in my life. sth bad happened. it's sth no one wished for. i shall not say wad it is. but it's just so hurtful and saddening. it will demoralise us. especially jie. i guess she's the one who is mostly affected by it. it's so hard to accept such things. now that it has happened. i guess no one can. it will bring more troubles. it's so hard to accept reality. god pls bless us. i don want anything else to happen. i hope words of mouth wont spoil and destroy our reputation and image. it's so hard to survive in the world out there. endless crying wont bring a dead back to life. i guess sorry is the only word we can say. i am so lost for words for such thing to happen. sorry wont help much but i hope it will.

i'll pray for the best.
i don wish for anthing bad to happen.
i hope god will answer my prayers.
11:50 PM



been tired lately. last nite was SP's party at MOS. wanted to go in but they stopped people who were under 18. --" not i cant go in but some of my frens were under 18. they go as of birthdate. :( den wanted to go DXO but didnt go too. instead went kbox with weechun and his frens. (: had fun listening to them sing and sang afew songs. (: thank you weechun for the treat. (: den i cabbed home. (:

today went to school to do the cca booth. by the time i reach, it was almost done. i only did a bit. SORRY for being late. (: after that went to watch SUPERHEROES with jiahui, his fren and his fren's gf. (: quite funny and lame. way better den FUNNY GAMES U.S. --" and thankyou jiahui for the movie treat (: after that went to BK for dinner. had onion rings. sth which i was craving for. den we walked around Plaza Sing awhile before heading home. (: reached home to a disastrous nightmare. thank god it's settled now. although mom's still mad. hopefully she wont mean wad she said. i pray it was just words of anger. PLS don let it happen. i am growing to love her too. she has become an impt person to me too. someone i rely on too. monday mama will be going to thailand again. will be without her for another 5days. so boring. no one to talk too and share things with. hope this 5 days will fly by. and i guess it will. i'll be in school from 8am-5pm almost everyday. so i guess time will fly for me. (:
8:27 AM



Thursday, April 24, 2008

went to school today at 2pm today as i was having bad cramps in the morning. (: missed Gmould and EMII. thank god i didnt go for engineering maths lesson at 1pm. i still having pains. heard that the 1 hour tutorial only lasted for 5mins den it ended. -.-" went for polymer processing. only listened during mr nee's lesson. mr tan yew yeow was boring. everyone was alr restless. dono who were listening. i started playin linkeong's psp. :D bored. charles and bernard were funny. they did the funniest thing ever today. we started laughing. from the 5th floor till outside fc2. -.- ppl were starring at us. we were all laughing and laughing. wth. so malu luh. :D bt it was funny. (: on my way to school, at jurong mrt i met jiande. haahas. didnt see him in the past 1 yr +. (: chatted with him till dover where i alighted. :D nice meeting old frens. he said i grew taller. haahas. means i was short last time. --" went back with aiman and weisheng. at the platform we met charles. so we all went back together. (:
5:41 AM



Wednesday, April 23, 2008

had our class gathering today. and i mean class 25 of last yr outing. had so much fun just talking and hanging around with them. went to pasta mania for lunch today. finally ate something which i had long been craving for. and that is CREAMY CHICKEN. YUMMY** thanks to linkeong who also wanted to go there to eat. yay! :D after lunch, we went to the food court to look for the lengheng, bernard, zhiyong and davin. they didnt join us for pasta mania lunch. (: on our way up, saw marcus from last yr's buddy class. didnt noe he had a twin bro. they look so alike. haahas. (: i was hooked onto charles's psp. :X i kept playing with it. haahas. i think i was the one who exhaust the batt. :P sry. we went to the cathay to watch FUNNY GAMES U.S. and it SUCKED. totally. there is no head or tail to it. i don see the meaning of the movie. and to be frank, i wanted to walk out of the cinema half way. i swear it was boring. people were sleeping too. i ended up playing charles's psp again. :X i started playing half way through the movie. lengheng was playing junyong's one i think. lol. that was how bored we were. i don understand why they went round killing people. it's so weird. and they use the same method. we all complaint so much when it ended. there were some funny parts. they arent really funny. but we were laughing at the stupidity of the movie. dumb luh. it's not even worth 1/5. -.-" the dumbest part was when the lady Ann, shot the other guy called Peter? wadever his name is. and Tom was shocked to see him die. he searched for the remote control and pressed the rewind button. -.-" sounds like click huh? it rewinded to the part he was talking to her and where she wanted to grab the gun to shot his fren. but now that he knows what she wanted to do, he stopped her. -.-" nvr knew uu can come back alive after being shot in the chest. and all he did was to press the rewind button. omg! i rather come home and watch my mo fang bang bang tang luh. makes more sense. :D although the movie was dumb, i had a great time just being with them. (: they are all wonderful people. despite being in diferent classes and options but we are still this close. :D i simply love them. (:

funny games u.s sucks. DON EVER WATCH IT. IT'S NOT WORTH YOUR TIME AND MONEY. UNLESS YOU ARE TOO FREE AND RICH. (:
5:54 AM



Tuesday, April 22, 2008

been pretty tired and busy with school. at times i wish school would nvr reopen. at least ii don have to wake up super early. having to squeeze in the train sucks. i hate morning and evening crowds. yesterday i missed 3 trains at jurong east towards pasir ris. it was freaking crowded. and i couldnt board. that is how crowded it is. evening crowd sucks too. uu cant board the train from dover back. -.-" dono why so many of us have to end lesson at the same time. and that sucks. not only have to squeeze with people who had just knock off from work but also with students. damn crowded. i hate this kind of crowds. :D with people pushing and shoving. they cant wait for others to alight first. not saying the train doors are going to close the next second it open. cant understand these people. i hate people who wouldnt do much in a team. and they expect others to do most of the job. it just sucks. don understand why they cant help. it wont hurt them to help write? not asking them to risk their lives either. just help out luh. wtFREAK? thinking of it makes me mad. i hate it. forget. guess it's my luck? wadever it is. cant really be bothered. (: met dajie and zhi yong at the mrt. we took the train home tgt. met aiman, weisheng and azmil at je. we took the same train. acc dajie till cck den joined aiman and ppl. (: meeting up next week for lunch? i guess so. we talked so much. chatted with ferza on the phone on my way to the mrt. :D he is a joker. didnt want to go home early. -.-" i'm tired. stop here. (:

idreadschool.
7:05 AM



Sunday, April 20, 2008

yesterday went to popular with mommy to buy my book and many other things too. :D den we went to a vietnamnese restuarant behind raffles hotel to eat. YUMMY. i think the food was nice. but i dono how to appreciate the drinks. =x i bought this book 150 activities for bored dogs. it helped me to STUDY my lazy doggie baby. :D now i know why he does some things. haahas. :) at nite, went to the pasar malam with mommy, sandy, aunt and cousin JOELLE. (: it was near their home. bt we bought lots of food. :D tat's the only thing i guess we bought from there. haahas. :D

this morning, woke up early. went to walk my baby with my mommy. den we went to buy breakfast. i brought baby to the shop. and we waited outside for sandyjie to open shop. :D den we went home. sat at the open plaza for awhile while waiting for mommy to come. she bought breakfast. and veges. baby just step on the vege while wanting to walk to mama. :D den we came home. had breakfast. watched tv. den i showered my smelly baby. he's feet stinks. bt it smells great now! :D thanks to me. :) meeting fishy in awhile to help her with her work. den maybe go running. bt don think i am. dinner-ing with sandy jie. :D

school tmr. i dread it. it starts at 8am. but end at 2/3? sth. i cant rmb. i dread school. wish it would be sat/ sun forever. :D
2:01 AM



Thursday, April 17, 2008

school was boring today without babe. (: get well soon babe. had weird breaks. PP1 was boring. mr nee didnt teach bt mr tan did. i was practically falling asleep in class. god noes wad he was teaching. i was not the only one falling asleep. lol. DEAD boring. i can faint. thank god mr nee gave us the prac manual today. so tmr morning, don need to go for prac briefing. WHEE! means. can wake up late. haahas. :D slp in a bit more. it's tiring having to end lessons at 5pm. when the last lesson is LECTURE. wth? after EMII, went to mob to look for the rest. saw ferza there. and he happen to be the next person who book the table after lengheng and frens. lol. cool eh? coincidence i guess. (: meeting fishy tmr to go running. miss running with her. :D

met nana ytd after meeting. went home with her. miss her lots. and we managed to catch up. :D she was funny. couldnt decide if she wanted to wait for me. ended up she did. lol. :D acc her to causeway point awhile. she wanted to change her shirt. den we headed home. i accompanied mom at the shop after tat. sandy was on mc. (: i did my tutorials there. and i managed to finish them. (: den we came home and i missed MO FANG BBT. :( i was too tired i guess. i slept at 10pm! cos i had a bad headache and sore throat. :) bt i guess i'm better now. took medicine before heading to school. (: i shared so many things with her. being with her is great. (: daddy came to visit me last nite. he was in my dreams. i miss him loads. thankyou for visiting me. it really meant alot. cos i really miss you and i wished you were here with me. though u werent clear but i noe it's u. i love you lots daddy. (:


iamstress.
5:23 AM



Tuesday, April 15, 2008

yesterday was the first day of school. and it was crap. i kind of feel lost. lookin at all the modules. knowing our lecturers. i wonder if i did make the right choice. hmm. after everything ended. when to smb. met yuling. den we went to school. went to support the girls. they played against phs. there were mistakes. but they moved on. they did well. (: 3cheers to them! :D in was during the 3rd quarter that it started to rain so heavily. so it concluded that smb wins! 31-3. (: jiayous girls. you girls played well. kind of dread school now. feel so worn out. i feel so tired. i cant slp at nite. bt there is someone whom i can talk too. thankyou eh! :D you noe who you are. i guess you are the only one who entertains me when i cant slp. there is no one else. (: i guess this week is slightly more relax. next week starts the doom weeks ahead. feel so tired just thinking abt school and going there. i dread mr ho's lessons. he is the 1st lecturer i ever came across that collects tutorials. how cool is that? it reminds me of sec sch. -.-"
today went to school as usual. lessons ended early cos it was mainly briefing. gmould reminds me of D&T. god gracious. i hate that subject most. wad am i to do now man! i wish i could turn back time. choose a diff course? GOD! i feel so lost. came home after school. didnt go watch my juniors today. cos my aunt, uncle and cousin came. (: we had dinner together too. feels so great eating with more people at the dining table. i can feel the family warmth too. (: shall play my game now. think about other things another time.
6:14 AM



Sunday, April 13, 2008

went out with girlfriend today. accompanied her to kallang leisure park. she wanted to buy her ice skating jersey but she didnt buy in the end. the one she like is like 180dollars. i think she must be going crazy over it. haahas. (: den i went to eat. i was hungry. =x after that we decided to watch movie. we watched definitely, maybe. a nice movie. (: bt i think sth is wrong with their timing. it shows 5.35pm timing. and we went in, it alr started. -.-" i think the service there sucks. except for one shop. the REST really sucks. i dono if we offended them in our last life or sth. the feeling was like wth. -.-" nvm. den we headed home. (: in time to watch death note 2. it's super nice watchin it.

tmr is the start of sch. and i kind of dread school. i think i cant wake up. i have the habit of slping so late and waking up in the afternoon. now, i don even think it is possible. -.-" that's why i dread school. bt it's kind of exciting too. (:

upload photos soon. :D:D
8:14 AM



Saturday, April 12, 2008

some photos to share. :D

the four of us before heading home. (:

fishy and me. :D
ferza and me. (: with someone's long hands! X)
our reflection. can uu see us?
emo kids?
khai. ferza. reena. :D

ferza. reena. yingqi. :D
bestest frens do the wildest things. :D
end of photos. haahas. had fun on that day. had probs posting those photos. so now den post them. haahas.
6:25 AM



Yesterday went to watch the nationals volleyball finals. Smb played against Phs. they may have lost but they did their best. :D Congrats to them! (: met ferza, his fren khai and fishy at khatib mrt before heading off. we walked to the stadium at toapayoh. watched the match and prize presentation. (: after it ended, left with them. ferza was hungry and he was craving for pizza hut. so we went there. (: we all paid 10buck each. remaining he paid. lol. thankyou. (: den we wanted to play pool. and we were searching for it. lol. dono who said it was at the entertainment centre. bt it wasnt! den we walked back. saw the kbox sign. den khai thot that there maybe a kpool there. bt i said " IF GT THERE WILL BE THE KPOOL SIGN." and i gt blamed in the end. bt they were jokin. (: we den headed to town. cos fishy and i didnt want to go to amk to play pool. first we went to cenileisure. bt we left. lol. den we went to paradiz centre instead. (: walked from somerset to there. before that, we went into centrepoint. i went to see if my frens were still there at bossini bt there only seem to ian that i noe. haahas. went into robinsons to look for more edwin bt to no avail. and it happened that we spent the most time there bt didnt see him. lol. cos we were at the nike and addidas part. fishy and i even went over to the timbuk2 area. lol. cos we were talkin abt the bags. (: some other time i guess. (: den we headed off to play pool. i was bullied by them! stupid ferza jumped the ball and it hit me. -.-" i started to lose concentration for some reasons bt nvm. it was fun afterall. winning or losing didnt matter the most. it's just a game afterall and we had fun. playing and laughing. :D it was nearly 10pm? that we decide to go home. (: bought food for my bro which cost me to miss the first part of my programme. :( bt i watched it online. hahas. (: on our way home we bounced. took train to marina den back home. while waiting for the train to leave, we cam-whored in the train. :D upload pics ltr. :D

&imissyou.
5:57 AM



Wednesday, April 9, 2008

baby with his sunglasses and new shirt. :D
he looks tired. :D
falling asleep? :)
DON SNAP ME! :P
these are photos of my BABY! :D snapped today. after he shaved his hair. he looks smaller. lol. i love the first pic. he is SUPER DUPER CUTE. :D
6:31 AM



i think i am over excited. my mom is coming home today in a few hours she'll be back. :) last nite i couldnt slp. i chatted with babe on the phone till 5am. i shared many things with her and i feel so happy i did. :D we had fun talkin abt many things. from our fave band to many more. haahas. i shared this with her. thinking back on my past, i realised this only when nana first told me. :D pretty cool. but i wont say it here. :) both of them noe why though. haahas. so it's okay. :D only slept at 7am. after my sister left for school, i had bread to eat den i went to slp. my shoulders hurt crazy. i couldnt go to slp. i cant toss nor turn. so pissed. there is a lump on my shoulder now. FREAKING painful. :( afternoon, went to school to meet jiahui. we needed to discuss the materials needed for cca drive booth. decided on them and a few other things den i headed home. i thought i was late. but he was later. -.-" thankfully, i saw my pri sch fren nuraishah outside the auditorium. :D i chatted with her for awhile when i saw the lion dance vehicle driving pass. i think jiahui is quite lucky tat i was still in school. i alomst wanted to leave. as i was dead sick. with the stupid pain in my shoudler and stomach and i was runnin a temperature. done wit the meeting and i headed back to mom's shop. baby was with sandy jie having his hair cut. i guess he is super pampered. i was cutting his nails for him too. :D he wouldnt allow jie to blw dry his ears. naughty boy. :D den we went home. i guess i was super blind. first, jimmy and i were on the same train but i didnt see him. -.-" he called jie and my mei called me. and i was still like "where gt?" lol. after he alighted, i headed back to the shop. outside the shop, jie was standing and looking at me. but i didnt see her too. lol. i think i am blind today. :D

today is my dad's 8th yr death anniversary. hmm. i really miss him. he was the person who loved me the most. i miss him lots. bt i noe tat no matter he is, he will forever be looking after me from the skies above. :)

&imissyou,daddy.
6:12 AM



Tuesday, April 8, 2008

went to meet nana for lunch today. :D i was super lazy and only got out of bed when she msged me. i'm super lazy. i think next week i am super dead. cant get out of bed for school. :D been super lazy. slp super late at nite or rather early in the morning and wake up LATE. :D we had long john for lunch. been a while since i last went there. and i cant rmb when i last did. hahs. :) den i headed home after walking around causeway point awhile with nana. she went off to meet lingwei and headed to do their things. :D had fun talking to her. i can complain. :D and i realised sth today. after nana said it. :D we have known each other since pri 6 and we have nvr once ARGUED. haahas. whenever we do, it was for the fun of it or we will just let it go. we nvr bear grudges. and i LOVE her. ((: she is a wonderful fren of mine.

after reaching home, i realised i sprained my right shoulder. it hurts damn badly. it is causing pain to my neck too. haishs. cant stand it. should i see the doc? wad should i do? hmm. i dono. wait for my mom to return home tmr nite den i shall decide. hopefully, the pain wont worsen. cos it's pretty swollen now. :(

imissyou! :D 棒棒堂loves.
7:04 AM



Saturday, April 5, 2008

really was feeling rather down yesterday/last nite. but thankfully Geena and Dinah were there for me. Thankyou babes. :) i talked with geena on the phone while dinah and i communicated thru sms. :D they were wonderful ppl i would nvr forget. :D had super fun time talkin to geena. i told her many things which i longed to tell her. :D i guess that made me feel a whole lot better. her encouragement always helped me move on. :D dinah too. these people who made me mad were not worth my time thinking abt them. and yeah. i almost forgot this person too, Ferza! :D thankyou all for listening to me complaining. :D they are not true frens anyways. i have those whom will always be with me. :) many of them are always with me! thankyou people.

i miss my mom. (: finally fell asleep after recieving her msg saying she has reached her hotel safely. thank god for blessing and looking after her when she is not by our side. sister really miss her. but she doesnt show it. but i can tell. (:

&i'mthinkingofyou.
10:16 AM



Friday, April 4, 2008

Happy 10th Anniversary Sembawang Sec. (:

my sec school has turned 10. it's an awesome feeling going back to sec sch today. (: met up with my besties and my FRENS. whee!~ it's nice seeing them again. saw my teachers too. :D mrTamil reminds me of the past. he nvr fails to mention them to me whenever i see him. haahas. :D he is my netball coach. :D i love the video slide show. thankyou all to those who did it. it was nice and memorable. :D i saw my pic in it. so malu* omg! peiyi looked super cute in it. haahas. mr sulaiman loves her in her sari. and it's in the slide show too. it's hanging in my school too. :D smb students will noe. haahas. :D couldnt reall see most of my batch ppl as only ppl with invitation are allowed in. yeah. :D i am going back to help out in june for a camp! cant wait for it though. it's time i get to spend time with besties again. i kinda love this day and hate it too. :D i love the time spent with my frens but i don't want my mom to travel alone without us. :) although it seems like we have more freedom but it feels empty without her around us. this hse seems quieter. a day without her seems weird. :) thankyou sister for not trying to flood us. haahas. sister loves mom the most and can nvr do without her. despite her age, she is still super attached to mummy. so are we. bro isnt home too. he is away in camp for duty. be home tmr. :D meeting him for breakfast? hmm. if i can wake up. haahas. sorry kor. :P
Pictures for the day. :D not all but some. haahas. ((:

Me and Ashini. :D


Peiyi and Me. :D


Anthony and Me. :) he is a head taller den me.Omg! i'm short.


Jorrie and Me. :D

MY BESTIES! <33!>

Peiyi and her balloons. she took them home. lol. :D

no 10 formed by NCC and Red Cross. although it seems upside down. :D

I LOVE THIS NO! :DD

9:57 AM



Wednesday, April 2, 2008

Updates!~

been super lazy lately. stayed home to watch my videos. i finished watching 斗牛要不要. :D now still in the mids of watching 18禁不禁. :) i'm half way thru. haahas. i wanna finish it before school starts. i dread school. my super long and boring time table. tutorials and practicals without my babe. but i guess we will make new frens too. and i wont forget her. :) she is my bestest babe in school. :D went shopping with her today. i am sorry for being late. :D we both bought bags and shirts. and babe bought 2 more shorts. den we saw this queue outside yakun at bugis junction, so we joined in the queue and i bought 6 for my family and myself. :) after circling bugis street for hours. we were both dead tired and thirsty so we went to TCC to have a drink. we sat down and chatted while resting. afterwhich we went round bugis junction for awhile. i am in search of my lollipop keychain. bt i cant find it. :( den we thought of eating. i was hungry. babe was full. couldnt decide wad to eat so we went home. :D i ate mac in the end. :)


photos taken when we went to celebrate xin's bdae. :D
Didi and Me. :)




Xin and Reena:)

8:06 AM