tmr there is COLOURS test. and i feel so lost. havent really started studyin yet. my laptop died on me. i need to do GEMS report, GEMS essay, NANO presentation. oh so nice. to have died on me at such a time. i need to borrow a laptop from my fren. and that is wad i am doing now. (: thankyou for lending me your lappy. if you ever see this. :D:D i wish i could stop time. i need to rest. i feel so dead and TIRED. i don have time to study. TMR is colours test. MON is nano test. THURS is gmould cad test. --" these are the final tests for the whole semester. i just feel like fainting.

my foot is still swollen and it hurts everytime i walk. mom wants to bring me to a doc. it has been swollen for a week now. been to the chi doc twice alr. but it didnt seem to work. i do not know wad is wrong with it. the chi doc said it has sth to do with my veins. i hope nth is wrong. i just want it to recover so i can do many things again.

for now i cant wait for STUDY WEEK to come. so i wont have so much stress. if not i would faint soon. next week is 1 more week of endurance. then i can catch my breathe. i need to burn mid nite oil tonite just to study for colours. i don want to do badly for it. weekends will be burnt. doin GEMS and studyin for NANO test. goodluck everyone. to those who have many upcoming tests. (:

i'm boiling with anger. stress is acting on me. i HATE the topic ENERGY. nanomaterials project is driving me nuts. i really want to get over and done with for this presentation. next week is WEEK 17. which is the LAST WEEK of lectures and tutorials. it sounds like a nice thing to happen. but in fact it isnt. it also means that exams are coming! wth! there's so many tests next week. and i have not started on my GEMS individual project. due next week too! i am drowning in this pool of PROJECTS, TESTS and EXAMS. there's no time to play. i need time to rest too! hope everything would end SOON. i just want to rest. and i injuried mt stupid ankle last thursday. without knowing how. up till now it is still super swollen. it's worse than spraining my ankle luh. wth. spent $50 on seeing the doc bt it didnt work. GOSH! i think i am down on my luck and i need to stay up late SOON! burning mid nite oil is going to start. i feel so tired thinking of everything now. :(

buried in PROJECTS, TESTS & EXAMS.

School's boring and i'm here blogging during lesson. (: yesterday was a fun day out. after school waited for rentro and weechun to end school. babe and dajie accompanied me till 1245pm. after which, ferza came to accompany me. THANKYOU all for accompanying me. :D when they came, we headed off to woodlands. while ferza went home. (: we went to woodlands and waited for peiyi to come. while waiting for her, we went to buy tickets to watch The Dark Knight. den we headed to burger king for lunch. YUMMY. :D i could even head to the bank before she came. :D den we ate our lunch and went to watch the movie. it was apretty long movie which lasted 2 and 1/2 hours. bt it is definitely worth watching. :D pretty awesome show. a movie worth watching. :D after the movie ended, rentro and wechun went back to play basketball while peiyi and me headed to amk to meet aiman, mat, beng and ferza to play pool. ferza came ltr after his piano lesson. we played for almost 2hours. i was feeling dead tired alr. :D after that we headed to mac for dinner. (: THANKYOU mat for the cup. :D we chatted and ate. den we headed home. hanging out with them is always fun. BT tiring. they have loads of energy that nvr dies out. :D

headed home. after awhile, mom was like nuts. practically screaming at me for no freaking damn reason. hated it that i screamed back at her. wadever it is. cant be bothered alr. at nite, GUCCI waited for me to slp and he slept with me thru the nite on my bed. he practically squeezed with me. --" my bed is small and he refused to move. so i had to keep waking up at nite. he even had his pillow on my bed when i was slping.

PS: FERZA i said you were nice! :D

cant wait for wednesday outing with BESTIES. and peeps that i have not seen in a super long time. :D it's tiring to plan and ask people out. anyways, it's great that peiyi is coming! she is the one who wants to watch the movie. haahas! :D i love her though. (: and i'm still sick though. my stupid flu just wont go away. and i don want to go back to the doctor cos it's a waste of money. the medication wont work for me. and i don wish to take antibiotics. --"

morning had moldflow test and it was ok. mr nee actually asked me to leave the class once i finished. :( cos alot of them were asking me how to do it. haahas. he didnt want me to help. but he helped us though. :D den went to fc1 with hweeying to meet babe, shimin and christina. ate our breakfast cum lunch. and i had bad cramps. bt the panadol i took helped reduce the pain. :D den had nano, spm, went for spm prac try out in slippers and without labcoat. --" babe lend me her lab coat once she finish. and i did some. maybe going back tmr. shall see how though. :D

feeling kinda happy that i saw that someone today. babe noes i guess. :D she's the one who knows me best. i cant hide anything from her. she is someone who knows how i feel. :D this happy feeling is in me still. but i nvr thought of anything much. if it's meant to be it will be. (: i kinda love seeing that someone around. it's happiness i feel. (: shall stop here. before i go on. :D

crush or love?

Bear with this untidy blog of mine. :D babe is still helping me tidy it up. haahas! (: changed my chatbox. bt still in the midst of fixing it right. (: had a full weekend.and it's super tiring. (: today woke up early and headed to northpoint to have family breakfast without my brother. then we headed to bukit batok without mommy to visit grandpa. (: he was sleepin when we reach. and sister was screaming into his room trying to wake him up. it's hard to wake an 80yr old man up though. he can bearly hear us. :D finally he woke up al of a sudden and opened the door for us. :D sat down and chatted with him. it was fun. he asked us whether we wanted anything to drink 4-5times and repeatedly we said no. my sister "scolded" him in a way. it was fun to be with them. :D we were laughing and joking. then we looked thru photo albums together. it was pretty cool doin so. we simply love him. :D he is our beloved grandpa. afterwhich, we headed home. on our way home, we bought 3tops. :D kinda cool. 1 isn't really a top though. it's a dress. :D den we went to mommy's shop before heading home. too bad i missed cute guy today. someone i could oogle at. :D bt it's ok. there are still plenty of chances to see him. HAAHAS! ((:

yesterday woke up early for the NUS C.A.N project. it was something meaningful. and you would be how shocked at how generous singaporeans are. they are really wonderful people. (: there were so many people who donated lots of canned food. as stated by the title of the project. we could only collect canned or dried food. (: really amazing and touching. (: our event ended and while waiting for bernard and steph to come over, a couple spotted them and drove them over. they even went out especially to buy those canned/dried food to donate to us. pretty awesome eh? :D these dried/canned food will eventually be donated to people under their project in need of their help. :D

friday was dearest steph's 19th BIRTHDAY. & after school we went to celebrate it for her! :D instead of buying a birthday cake for her we bought CUP CAKES instead!! :D and the present was awesome! babe and i pasted the decors up during lessons. haahas. it was tiring and fustrating then. bt i guess it all paid off. (: we went to N.Y.D.C for dinner. then we went round walking. and i bought a purse from MANGO! ((: i wanna go shopping! waiting for the holis to come before i can go splurging! haahas. :D:D now it's STUDY STUDY STUDY. cos exams are coming up now. --"

i need to rush my colours FORMAL REPORT NOW. (:

i'm sick and stayed home the WHOLE day. the medicines taste horrid. i hate medicine. it has this stupid awful taste. --" it left me with no hoice bt to see the doctor cos i'm really sick. think i am feeling better now. left 1 more part for my COLOURS report and i am done with it. CHEERS! :D call me crazy but it sucks having only 1 week to complete formal report. --" with my laptop in such a state where it wont work. i find it a great accomplishment. haahas. (: i think the durians are the cause of me being sick. i ate 1 piece today again. :D dont blame me cos i love eating them. and i think it was the last piece i would eat for the year. the stupid flu is causing me to lose my appetite. i had to force myself to eat today. if nt i cant take my medicine. i only drank soya milkin the morning den i took my medicine. i felt full. so i guess it can be considered food? :D

cant wait for tmr. it's STEPH's birthday. and we are goin out to celebrate it. :D WHEE! Happy Birthday to YOU, steph, in advance. :D shall blog more abt ur bdae tmr. haahas! i cant wait for the many surprises we planned for you. we shall keep you in suspense. :D till you know tmr.

i guess it's the durian season now. (: it's one of my favourite fruit which comes in season. we don get it all year round. so on sunday, we went to mom's boss house for DURIAN PARTY. :D it's super many durians he bought. ate to our fills. now i am sick. i'm having a very bad sore throat and my nose is itchy like hell. --" hope i will recover soon. Steph girlfriend's bdae is on fri and we are going out to celebrate it. :D cant wait for fri to come too.



but the worse thing of all now is that there are so many things to do in such little time and my freaking internet wont help me search fo information which totally sucks. i only have one way left to complete my freaking report which is due next week. that is to go to the library to borrow books. it's nt last min work. i just did the experiment on monday. and our lecturer expect us to finish by next week. so unfair to my group. all have 2 weeks while we only get 1. --" there are PROJECTS TO BE DONE AND UPCOMING TESTS! i think i can go mad soon. super tight schedule but i need to complete so many things. wad a hectic term. it can drive us all nuts. i want time to stop. stop for me to be able to complete so many things in such little time. (:



new korean band called SHINEE is HOT. they are awesome singers and dancers and they are super young. :D i love jonghyun! key is cute too. :D their new song is NICE! xD i'm in love with them. D:

after my boring school ended today, went to meet fishy. :D thankgod by the time i called her she was only at batok. and she waited for me there. den she boarded the train and we headed to sun plaza. :D we went to eat. i was dead hungry. (: ty fishy for accompanying me. (: and can you pls answer ur hp? haahas! cant wait for tmr. meeting up with BESTIES for dinner. next week to the movies! YEAHH!! :D:D:D i love them. it shall be a short short post today. (:

1 week of recieving results are almost over. i am left wth SPM and GMOULD dawing to get back. mnday is dooms day. we wil be getting back SPM. i feel so dead. don have high hopes for that paper. the others that i gt back was alrite. they are all in the 70+ range. (: i hope that with QAS moderation, i can get 1 more mark! at least i can get an A for it. my 1 more mark to an A. i desperately want my A. :D

today, aunt usha and my beloved cousin came to my place for awhile. in the morning, they went to the temple with my mommy. den i met them for breakfast. :D after eating, they came up to my place while waiting for my uncle to come and fetch them. :D my mom gave my cousin a few coats where she can se them to work and during winter when she returns to cardiff soon. i wish time would fly so she would be back in SG soon. she is my closest cousin and i love her! :D tmr we are goin to visit my grandpa. he had a fall and he cant rmb things now. i guess it happens when one gets older (: he is alone for now. grandma went on a holiday. (: so we are goin to visit him. a pity he wont stay with us. if not we can look after him while grandma is away. he find it hard to get to work too. he is alr 80 and he is still working! i wish i was old enough to provide for him too. although mommy and siblings do suport them bt he still prefers to work. (:

i hope to catch up with my BESTIES soon. after SARAH LOW is free. haahas. (: FREE YOURSELF FOR US! :D ilovethem. :D

yesterday's mfbbt episode stated that xiaobin would be leaving them as he gt into his dream uni. well, it's sad for him to leave. i guess he is one of the comic relief in the show. without him and his funny moves with ahben and duoduo, i guess there will not be much laughter left. (: all the best xiaobin! :D