Thursday, January 29, 2009
CNY was fun and FATTENING too. been eating steamboat for days. :D minus all the rice. so it's kinda alrite. :D spent yesterday at jiahui's place. were there singing k. while the rest play mahjong. soon after, jiahui's granny came and she wanted to play. and she got her chance too. to the point when she didnt even want to let them eat and eat, herself. sang till my throat hurt. hahas. :D after dinner, we played cards. den headed home. as lazy as i am, i cabbed home. and within 20mins i was home. dead tired. :D and it was CHEAP. it only cost me $11. :D cheaper than cabbing to auntie lydia's place on day 1. :D while the fact it wa day 1 of cny it was considered cheap. and i was tempted to cab home from school too today. and i tempted jenn too! hahas!! :P bt we were nice kids so we trained home. :D tmr is a LONG day at school. and i cant wait for sat to come. CITY ALIVE! heading there with lovely peeps from 21/22. :D babe decided to come after much persuation. :D and mommy dearest gladly booked a hotel room for us! so we could hang out there after the party. which is WONDERFUL. last party before our final lap! den it's OITP. to dublin. relectuant to go as days past and fly off date comes closer. so many things i cant let go off here. despite being just 5 weeks. my dearest mommy and doggie are those 2 i will nvr ever be able to not stop thinking abt. (:
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5:50 AM
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
CNY is one of the best part of the year. it's one of the festive season i get to spend precious time with my cuzzies! WHEE! cuzzies are loved! it's one of the time we spend time tgt. it's a blessing huh? :D thankyou cuzzie amanda for the alise that we drank on day 1 nite. :D it was nice. :D cuzzie alicia called me a "JIU GUI" hahas. i drank lots lots. for the past 2 days? been drinking since eve. :D bt it's the only time of the year i drink. so it's ok? :D bt i'm getting sick of steamboat. been having it since eve. --" my craving for it is over. hahas! :D tmr going jiahui's hse. ((:
HAPPY CNY EVERYONE. (:
6:27 AM
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
had BIA quiz today. guess it'll be a gone case? i just hope i will pass it. haishs. after that had club meeting. and for the first time, it's super noisy. hahas. after which i headed home. jinhong and i had a dare. and i succeeded! hahas! (:
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6:46 AM
Sunday, January 18, 2009
had the shan you event today. went to recieve our certificate of appreciation for helping out at the 97.2fm food ration collection. it was when i got bitten by someone's dog. but it's all over. (: after which, accompanied jinhong to j8 to repair her spoilt hp. jiahui and joseph tagged along. their motive was to go to the arcade? we ended up playing too. hahas. :D den i headed home to meet up mom and sis. i bought a top. and we headed to chongpang. bought pyjamas. hahas. tangyuan, something which i had long been craving for. and we headed home. i am dead tired.
yesterday was FUN! went back to smb sec. after ages? had a friendly netball match against our juniors. they were strong. but we were better. hahas! :P we won them by just 1 point. it was 14-13 i guess? cant rmb. but we won. we fought hard to win. they were catching us in the last quarter. it was funny as we were all tired after less than 10 mins of warm up. hahas! :D it's so nice to be with them again. lijie, joc, jinglan, nisa, shikin, yuling, sarah and me! only 8 of us to play 4 quarters. some played 4 quarters full while some 3. :D had dinner in school den we headed to mac. nisa,yuling, jinglan and i sat at mac and chatted till 9+. after which we headed home. i miss them! and the fun we had. (:
BIA test is on tues. and i have yet to finish studying. i'm so dead. :(
yesterday was FUN! went back to smb sec. after ages? had a friendly netball match against our juniors. they were strong. but we were better. hahas! :P we won them by just 1 point. it was 14-13 i guess? cant rmb. but we won. we fought hard to win. they were catching us in the last quarter. it was funny as we were all tired after less than 10 mins of warm up. hahas! :D it's so nice to be with them again. lijie, joc, jinglan, nisa, shikin, yuling, sarah and me! only 8 of us to play 4 quarters. some played 4 quarters full while some 3. :D had dinner in school den we headed to mac. nisa,yuling, jinglan and i sat at mac and chatted till 9+. after which we headed home. i miss them! and the fun we had. (:
BIA test is on tues. and i have yet to finish studying. i'm so dead. :(
5:29 AM
Friday, January 16, 2009
Went for SAKAE dinner buffet with Xin, Qi and Yi today. it was fun and crappy. with fishy around, it'll always be this crappy. hahas. she is the guai lan person. lol. and it's amusing how she and xin can nvr stop beakering with one another. hahas. trained to woodlands and waited for them all to come. xin and qi were one train behind me. and yi was the latest. hahas! :P despite being the nearest? lol. :D we ended up sitting outside sakae for awhile while waiting for time to pass. we were crapping all the way. talkin abt everything. lol. we laughed and played around. i ate till i was uber full. there wasnt any space left for anything else to go in. :D we were there for about 1 and 1/2 hours. hahas. long? although we ate real slow too. lol. den we walked around while xin shopped for 2 tops for her mummy. (: den we headed home. (:
for now, oitp placement is yet to be confirm. i guess it'll be alrite if i don get to go although it's kinda sad. maybe there are many reasons behind it. (: hoping to be able to go is a different thing too huh. if i get to go, it'll be nice. if not, i'll stay in sg. (: and i get to see GUCCI everyday of my life. celebrate my bdae with my babes. as babe and i planned too. (: not being able to see GUCCI for even one day is bad. and he definitely wont like it too. he'll drive mum crazy with him pacing up and down the house in the middle of the nite thinking anyone who walks pass may be me and starts barking. he did that when i was in china for holiday back then. i guess looking at him brings me joy. he is simply loved by me! (:
for now, oitp placement is yet to be confirm. i guess it'll be alrite if i don get to go although it's kinda sad. maybe there are many reasons behind it. (: hoping to be able to go is a different thing too huh. if i get to go, it'll be nice. if not, i'll stay in sg. (: and i get to see GUCCI everyday of my life. celebrate my bdae with my babes. as babe and i planned too. (: not being able to see GUCCI for even one day is bad. and he definitely wont like it too. he'll drive mum crazy with him pacing up and down the house in the middle of the nite thinking anyone who walks pass may be me and starts barking. he did that when i was in china for holiday back then. i guess looking at him brings me joy. he is simply loved by me! (:
8:10 AM
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Today we had a combined class PTN. it was fun. we went to waffle factory at paya lebar. there were 20 of us! it sounds more like ONE poly class huh? anyways. it didnt really matter. 10 from 21 and 10 from 22. it cost $8.80 per person. quite worth it huh? and i think you should just go there for different waffles. eating their side dishes would kill the appetite. hahas. and i ate like 3 waffles? and i was full? in fact, i ate 1 peanut to myself. rest was me sharing with jenn! :D i was practically taking bites from babe's, charles's, lh's waffles. lol. and the drink made me full! i was on the verge of puking after eating. trained to marina bay with the intention of wanting to get a seat all the way home. but bernard, lh, charles and i ended up giving up our seats to 4 elderly. 2 nt very elderly instead. hahas. but it's ok luh. at least we did a GOOD DEED. so i'm proud of myself. hahas! :D
5:30 AM
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
i have a sense of satifaction now. hahas. went for meeting today in school. with only like steph, jinhong, kelvin, jiahui, linkeong and me. kelvin and jiahui left soon after. the 4 of us carried on talking abt everything. den we decided to stay on to clear up our ever so untidy club house. and we did it! i was practically sticking photos up. it looks so much better now. hahas. nvr realised we had so much rubbish in our club. and the feeling of having it so neat and nice now is just wonderful. steph did most of the work. and the credit is hers. :D she even swept the ever so dirty floor. we threw away our mat. it is soaked in dust luh! steph and i both offered to buy the club a new one. we even cleared our things from make-up artists cabinet which is nice. left school at only 8pm. i feel so worn out. chatted with jinhong on our way home and it always feels nice sharing things with her. (:
BIA quiz is next week. i have yet to study for it. it has freaking 5 chapters. which are uber long! it kills studying. i dread studying. :D
BIA quiz is next week. i have yet to study for it. it has freaking 5 chapters. which are uber long! it kills studying. i dread studying. :D
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6:59 AM
Friday, January 9, 2009
I'm super depressed. there is one bad news after another. each time it gets worse. nvr thot such a thing would happen. now it has. it's so hard to accept reality. but we don have a choice too. gave polymer nite a missed today. was totally mood out. woke up to a devastating news. it was nth i ever dreamt off. tears flowed like a water fall. thankfully babe was only on her way to sch. confided in her for a while. didnt noe who to turn too. it's too shocking to be true. all the more i skipped PI lesson in the morning. wasn't feeling well with the throat being so itchy. the incident was all the more hurting. nth i ever dreamt off. swiped me off my feet. only went for gems quiz den back home. all i wished for was for 2009 to be a better year. yet all these has to happen like NOW. at the beginning. where it all happens one after another. i hope it ends here. if not it will become unbearable. breakin everyone's heart and lost for directions.
i want a better year ahead.
i want a better year ahead.
5:40 AM
Thursday, January 8, 2009
The world is never fair huh. a call at mid nite for mom broke my heart. i was on the verge of tearing but didnt dare till morning when i spoke to mommy. the news sucked. didnt like one bit of it. i really want this year to be a better year. but it has to start of with this. WHY? why them of all people?
I wonder why are there are ever such people in this world. is it really that fun/nice to come in as a third party in a relationship? not only you come and hurt someone else. but you also break the family up. i wonder what these people feel after doing so. so what if you end up being with the person you love? maybe it's fate that you both didnt meet earlier? i despise such people. i swear i nvr wanna see you appear in front of me. cos i effing swear i'll curse you. i hope these kind of people will nvr end up happy. cos the hurt you inflicted on someone else is way too deep. so i shall be mean and pray and hope you end up the same way! guys/men are such letdowns. it's like so freaking easy for them to fall in love with someone else despite having a family and MARRIED! i may not know the details of the story. but all i noe that YOU have broken a family up. i may not have seen you before. but i already hate and worse DESPISE you. although both parties are to be blamed. but i will nvr ever let you ruin my aunt's life.
too much happening for me to catch a breath. one after another problem. i do not know who to share them with. but i'm glad babe is there for me. at times when i just need to let it out. thinking abt it brings tears to my eyes. i may not be the immediate family but i noe exactly how it feels to lose someone so close. it's something no one ever wants to go thru. since fate is cruel, i guess we have to accept it and be strong. i need to find that courage to be strong. for now, i'm just lost half way.
I wonder why are there are ever such people in this world. is it really that fun/nice to come in as a third party in a relationship? not only you come and hurt someone else. but you also break the family up. i wonder what these people feel after doing so. so what if you end up being with the person you love? maybe it's fate that you both didnt meet earlier? i despise such people. i swear i nvr wanna see you appear in front of me. cos i effing swear i'll curse you. i hope these kind of people will nvr end up happy. cos the hurt you inflicted on someone else is way too deep. so i shall be mean and pray and hope you end up the same way! guys/men are such letdowns. it's like so freaking easy for them to fall in love with someone else despite having a family and MARRIED! i may not know the details of the story. but all i noe that YOU have broken a family up. i may not have seen you before. but i already hate and worse DESPISE you. although both parties are to be blamed. but i will nvr ever let you ruin my aunt's life.
too much happening for me to catch a breath. one after another problem. i do not know who to share them with. but i'm glad babe is there for me. at times when i just need to let it out. thinking abt it brings tears to my eyes. i may not be the immediate family but i noe exactly how it feels to lose someone so close. it's something no one ever wants to go thru. since fate is cruel, i guess we have to accept it and be strong. i need to find that courage to be strong. for now, i'm just lost half way.
6:47 AM
Monday, January 5, 2009
school was ever so long. it took ages for lessons to end. tmr will be another long day. and it really is long. all the way till 6pm! crap. super excited for OITP trip. jenn, shuen, maur and i were happily talking abt it today. we all wished exams werent there so we can fly there soon. there are all the excitment and all. but i really cant bear alot of things in sg too. although it's not that i'm not coming back.
sth happened today. and i didnt like it. jen and shuen witnessed it too. those words were hurtful to jenn. i hate ppl to say such things abt others. i guess those words and actions made me have second thots. i didnt like the rude-ness and all. it spoils the excitment.
chatted with jenn on the way home. tmr there will be part 2 to our convo. :D
mixed feelings are pouring in.
thanks xin for the comment on ur blog! loves! (:
sth happened today. and i didnt like it. jen and shuen witnessed it too. those words were hurtful to jenn. i hate ppl to say such things abt others. i guess those words and actions made me have second thots. i didnt like the rude-ness and all. it spoils the excitment.
chatted with jenn on the way home. tmr there will be part 2 to our convo. :D
mixed feelings are pouring in.
thanks xin for the comment on ur blog! loves! (:
7:07 AM
Sunday, January 4, 2009
I feel happy today. nothing could actually spoil it. and nothing did. :D last nite lengheng told me sth which made me super happy that i found it hard to believe and even to SLP. he said this on msn, "we can go ireland tgt liao." which means i get to go to ireland for ITP!! YAY-ness! :D told mummy in the morning and she suggested i fly to uk after dublin before heading home to sg. which makes it double happiness. i'm so excited that i cant wait for it to come. going to uk means getting to see my cousin. and i can stay with her for a week! WHEE! hahas. :D
went to watch bedtime stories with sister, yi, wj, shuzhen and her bro. coincidentally, yi's neighbours were mei's fren and bro. hahas. so we headed to amk hub to watch it. we were slightly late and yi was later. i guess she almost wanted to kill the game that held them up. hahas. after which we went to eat den headed home. left with a few more undone datasheet and formal report. i'm so late in handin it in. think i'm so dead. but finishing them soon! WHEE. :D
went to watch bedtime stories with sister, yi, wj, shuzhen and her bro. coincidentally, yi's neighbours were mei's fren and bro. hahas. so we headed to amk hub to watch it. we were slightly late and yi was later. i guess she almost wanted to kill the game that held them up. hahas. after which we went to eat den headed home. left with a few more undone datasheet and formal report. i'm so late in handin it in. think i'm so dead. but finishing them soon! WHEE. :D
7:36 AM
Saturday, January 3, 2009
went for a mini class gatherin? i do not know wad do you call it. well. so be it. was so relucatant to go. but i did in the end. i was the only girl there with 9 other guys? jieying joined us for awhile before leaving. that made me the only girl there. at least i wasnt left out. so it was ok. (: met up and headed to fish and co beside parkmall. had our dinner there before heading to the arcade beside paradiz to play pool. i think the table i played at was cursed. hahas. it's either the black ball keeps going in or the black and white ball will go in at the same time. hahas. (: saw 2 beautiful huskys outside at the stairways. they look beautiful and i feel sad for them. they were tied out there. it attracted alot of ppl's attention. they all stopped to look at them. (: had fun at pool before heading home. now i'm tired and stuck with ever so many reports to finish. they are piling up instead of coming down!! :(
7:41 AM
